" Man was born free, but he is everywhere in chains ."

Jean-jacques Rousseau

i dialed 911 as my intire body shooke .. whos blood was it.. i screamed for alexander and ran to our nursery he was making for a surprise phone in tow.. alexander was nowear in sight.. thats when it went dark

i gasped and jumped up to use the phone only to fall again this time my fall was soffened by the small couch in the kitchen i reached for the phone

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as i steped again i looked at our stupid cherry floors we had fought over getting them .. i had picked the cherrywood becuase it matched our picture frames on the wall.. he had picked some random wood becuase it was nice as i steped in the kitchen my foot slipped in a puddle as i begain to get up i noticed my white nightgown was red in spots i screamed as the true horror hit me it was blood

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i awoke from the horrorble true just befor i would have died.. I called alexander as i made my way out of silk sheets .. i steped on our bedroom floor and made my way thru the hallway .. calling for alexander each step

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you bitch i scream as i trip of the bed and slam my head of a table..

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sarah awoke the next morning still sleeping with alexander all of a suden the heard a noise a rumbling of soft and the nurse apered from under the bed .. hello alexander hello sarah .. did you sleep well she said with a grin thats when i noticed the grin was the same one samantha use to flash around infact it even looked like samantha.. the nurse spoke up yes its me again..

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it came to a huge shock to me when i was move along with my kids into the area my alexander was in siting pretty and the couch and without a scar anywere i came to an even bigger surprise when the nurse asked me to come with her to do the same thing .. after a few surgurys and half a day later i walked into our new home completly scar and fat free .. i felt new i felt hot.. i grabed alexander and made sure the kids were sleeping and pushed him onto our king size bed causing pillows to fall to the ground i jumped onto the bed and pulled him onto me i pulled off his shirt and he pulled mine off it was like a game of sorts if i took something off him he would take something off me.. i kissed him softly on the lips and neck as he pulled me closer i could feel he was hard .. and after a dew short hours in my opion i lay beside him tracing circles on him cheast...

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sarah awoke from what seemed like a dream .. she asked the nurse for jason and hanna the nurse brought them over in almost an instent .. jason looked mostly like me with my eyes and lips he had his fathers hair coulor tho .. with the blond hair and blue eyes hes was gonna be a nockout.. and hanna buitifull hanna she had my hair coulor tho her fathes hair thickness and she had his eyes and lips she even had his ears.. she is an adorable kid i thought in my head but when the nurse agreed i relized i had said it out loud.. i begain to cry how was i ever going to be able to raise a family if i was in a cage...

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the next thing that happened to me was the most shocking of all time a team of nurses entered the room straped me to a gurny and weeled me out of the room i was put under and later awack to have been in and out of surgury 7 times ... they had removed a nail .. reatached my balls and made sure they fuctioned too the removed all the scares that had been created from the kidnapping and even a few from befor but the part that surprised me the most was that they left a row of scars on my wrist there logic behind this is that your scars help you relizee who you are and what you learned and will learn.. now that i was completely phyically healed from there unfair treatment all i could wonder was what is next for me....

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i started to walk with the nurse in a atempt to look for a way out of this place but she brought me to the next room were there was a living room and two dorm like areas the first one ecipted with 2 baby bed and the secound with a large bed and dresser ..the living room had a small tv and a couch and some toys and three large boxs on a table nere the wall when i asked about the boxes the nurse walked out to the door said ur wife will be with you soon and close the door i begain pounding on the door with all my might and desided it was no use after about 4 min .. i walked over to the first box to find it full of baby nessesitys , the secound box contained frozen dinners anough to last aproximitly a few months and the last box had stuff for me and sarah beside the box was a marrage certificte and two rings..

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one always imagens holding his children in his arms when they were born but i never would have exspected to be tyed to a bed while my pregnant girlfriend gave birth i felt so lost and insinficant as if my life was a game someone was playing and i had no control over it.. when i awoke up sarah was slumped over in bed facing the wall i was almost positive she was dead i tryed to get up and in shock i was able to i rushed to her side there she heald to little infents in her arms she smiled at me jason and hanna she nearly laughed arent the buitiful just then a nurse entered the room and told me not to get sarah to exsited as it was a dificult labor she asked me to come with her so she could show us were we were staying..

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the room the draged me and sarah into was just white there were 3 hospital beds two adult sizes and an infint size one the places sarah and me each on our own beds and straped us in .. sarahs labor begin to move faster and she started to scream at me that she had lied.. i asked her what she had lied about and she told me she was pregnant with my kid and that she had known for the entire time .. i begain to atempt to get out of the bed but the arm holders kept me there i reseled against the screaming a nurse entered the room naughty nuaghty she said in a srill voice we cant have you desturbing the peice and she injected me with some i fell asleep listening to the sounds of sarah screaming and someone saying it was twins..

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samanthas blue lips and skin were glowing in the light beside her was the newborn baby screaming in pain the gaping hole in her stomach if the lose of blood didnt kill her im sure the pain would the guilt for killing samantha begain to fill me .. i screamed as the sheer realty hit i had killed her .. our only way out and i had killed her sarah screamed and fell to the floor intence labor pains had hit her she was having a rough time giving birth .. i screamed at noone in piticular for some help as what seemed like a reply the door opened and 4 men entered 2 picking up sarah and 2 picking me up a third man entered the room the same man who had put us there in the first place it seems i have the money i want he said with a grin but ive desided to keep you her anyways as entertainment if you understand they then begain lifting us into another room ..

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the next few weeks were hell i turned over and alexander said whats wrong sarah i never replied i just walked over to samantha slaped her and told her i was in laber and my water had just broke .. samantha screamed and water begain to pure down her legs .. you bitch she screamed at me .. we were going to have to delive the babys in a large metal box .. just then the roof begin to move and a crib begain to move twards the floor along with some food and alot of diffrent baby items as samantha screamed louder in pain her pregnacy clearly going wrong alexander jumped up and begain to help deliver the baby and when the baby had acually been born he ripped the unbellible cord from samanthas stumach causing her to scream and began strangleing her with her own babys unbillale cord when her face begain to stick to the coulor blue and she no longer gasped for breath alexander handed me her baby and asked how far alonge the contactions were i stood my mouth gaping..

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samantha awoke a few weeks later in a room with sarah and alexander shock filled her heard sarah was not only alive but pregnat .. but alexander was holding her closly and playing with her hair what was going on why was my bf with sarah? why is she pregnant and why isnt she dead! i stormed twards the door and screamed ur ruining the plan ... sarah and alexander gasped what plan they screamed alexander flung himself at me pinning me to the wall what plan he screamed .. i laughed and spat at him he wispered if you wernt pregnat id kill you and pushed me twards the wall...

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i awake later to find that it was intencly cold but warm on the one side of my body i glanced over to find sarahs naked swollen body curled up with mine she had removed the nails and the tempiture in the room had droped drastically so she removed both our close and tyed to keep us both warm ass the hours passed the clear erection i had never did disapere iven in this situation i still had the sexual desire of a bunny rabbit ...

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doubled over in pain.. my secound atempt was alot better as i made my way to the door i banged on it repeatally a slot opened in the door and a gun made its way thru the slot i begain to run twards the wall and was shott nomerous times in the legs and back with nails the size of my fingers i fell almost imeditly and passed out on the hard floor ..

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a million questions ran thru my mind .. how r u still alive i asked her.. after a long story i found out this was a huge plan to destroy samanthas life becuase shes the heir of a great fortune and the man who gets it after her will stop at nothon to torture it out of samantha.. i asked her whos child it was and she exsplained right after samantha had blacked out the man had raped her and she had become pregnant .. when i begain to ask about the body she simply begain to cry and mutter it was my sister the shock nearly killed me or mabie that was the lose of blood .. my sister my only sister had bin tortures to death for no reason other then grueadyness i jumped to my feel and fell over..

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i tryed pulling my arms off the wall and it was nearly impossible .. pain exsploded in my arms i pulled one more time and flung myself onto the floor ripping my balls off and half of the skin on my leg .. i curled up into a ball the agaony to much for me when i finally could move i crawled across the room and picked up my balls the sac had bin ripped open and it was covered in blood i flinged them across the room thats when i heard the moan i crawled twards the moan and as i was three feet away a light flicker on and there was sarah .. she wasnt dead infact she was very much alive and pregnat? i gasped as i tryed to think back to the number of days she might be.. to see if it was my child.. then it hit me she was chained to a wall i tryed freeing her...the chaines gave way and she colaped onto me...

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the secound time the man entered the room sarahs leg from the knee down was on the table .. he had informed me this was all i had to eat or drink for the next few weeks and if i didnt eat it soon it wouldnt tast as good anymore i flinched when i relized he was cuting her foot in slices and placeing it on a plater i hurt to see sarah that way after all she was my first and only love i refused to eat her thats when the man came closer to me and stapled my arms to the wall unhocked a chains that kept my arms to the walls he strode out of the room laughing thats when the hunger begain to hit me but there was no way i was going to eat her dead or not....

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alexander awoke in a dark hole in the dark when he atempted to move his arms they were restraised with chains and his balls were stapled to the wall .. a light flickered on and a man steped into view .. in a voice all to fimilar he told alexander that samantha had a lession to learn and alexander would help teach her ....

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between gasps i asked who that was and she replyed that it was dr.dildo the head surgion .. i told her to call the police ... 4 hours later the doctor was in the back of a cop car and i was on my way home , it wasnt clear to me the catastorpic mastake i had just made... and that it would drastically change the lives of those around me and the very people i have came to love.. i didnt know it untill alexander was kidnapped 4 weeks later

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i awoke a few hours later in a hopital bed atached to machines and feeling a intence pain in my stomach .. i screamed for the nurse she come rushing to me after a few moments later that felt like an hours she informed me i had not lost the baby but i had lost alot of blood. thats when i caught a glimce of my bestfriends murder walking down the hallway..

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my heart pounded in ears as i relized what he was about to do.. he took the sharp blade to my stomach piercing the skin with such dept i shricked in pain .. blood spilled down onto my legs and i nerly passed out.. i tryed to grab the man who was cutting me trying to kill the living thing in me... it was the living things father , the murder of my bestfriend and the man who has ruined my life. I gasped as i tryed to push him off .. but all he did was laugh toss the blade and ran away. i clutched my barly swellen belly and begian moving twards the phone .. i begain to dial 911 when i lost consiousness

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as i held the pregnancy test in my hand my mind begain to race .. why me why ... just why .. i love alexander yet i was pregnant with the murder of my bestfriends child... Options begain to race in my mind what was i going to do .. im agaisnt abortion and i couldnt dare let anyone raise my child.. wanted or not.. i begain to cry as i relized the full irony of what was happening... this is probley becuase i just stood and watched if i had just tryed to help more this never would have happened sarah would still be alive.. this is all my fault... :(

It was a night to rember when she was murdered ... we had all gone down to the mall that day me , alexander , and sarah. When alexander had to go home me and sarah desided to go down to the pier when i saw a man come up behind her and smash a large object on her head . i had ducked and followed them as they draged her body down to an old shack on the side of the pier . I glared thru the window as one of the men had spoted me ... A tall man wereing all white he signled to the man beside him the same one that had hit the bottle on sarahs head to get me. I stood full of frient and when i finally understood what was happening the man had me. He draged me into the same shack and begain striping sarah and putting her on a table making me watch the entire thing ... they begain slicing little lines into her skin and drawing on her with the scalple i wanted to puke but all i could do was watch him and his friend .. Sarah had begon to awake as i screamed to her the man closet to me flung a scalple at me hitting me just inches from my eye.. i begain to bleed perfusly .. sarah begain screaming intensly as i herd the sound of a saw start up .. thats when i blacked out .. when the cops came to look for us 2 days later they found sarah... or what was left of her body sanded to the what would have been the opisite side of her bones on her legs and arms.. she had died slowly and painfully But i was still alive the pain of her death mixed with the guilt of not stoping it nearly kills me.. what had happened that day has never been solved and now im pregnant with her murders child... but alexander isnt aware of this yet becuase i had blacked out i figured nothon had happened till the end of this month when i was still late..

You know that moment in your life when ur not to sure whats going to happen but your sure something will... my life is a constent moment like that... ever since i can rember i felt like something great was going to happen to me , but all that has happen is misery after misery .... Im the least popular girl in my school, i have no job , no money , a shitty family .. the only good i have is my boyfriend Alexander.. hes my pride and joy my hope and dreams he the only thing that matters to me.. and after Sarah my bestfriend was murdered infront of me hes all that i have anymore..

hi, my names samantha martin.. but you can call me sam .. and this is my blog.