Monday, April 26, 2010


sarah awoke the next morning still sleeping with alexander all of a suden the heard a noise a rumbling of soft and the nurse apered from under the bed .. hello alexander hello sarah .. did you sleep well she said with a grin thats when i noticed the grin was the same one samantha use to flash around infact it even looked like samantha.. the nurse spoke up yes its me again..


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Saturday, April 24, 2010


it came to a huge shock to me when i was move along with my kids into the area my alexander was in siting pretty and the couch and without a scar anywere i came to an even bigger surprise when the nurse asked me to come with her to do the same thing .. after a few surgurys and half a day later i walked into our new home completly scar and fat free .. i felt new i felt hot.. i grabed alexander and made sure the kids were sleeping and pushed him onto our king size bed causing pillows to fall to the ground i jumped onto the bed and pulled him onto me i pulled off his shirt and he pulled mine off it was like a game of sorts if i took something off him he would take something off me.. i kissed him softly on the lips and neck as he pulled me closer i could feel he was hard .. and after a dew short hours in my opion i lay beside him tracing circles on him cheast...


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sarah awoke from what seemed like a dream .. she asked the nurse for jason and hanna the nurse brought them over in almost an instent .. jason looked mostly like me with my eyes and lips he had his fathers hair coulor tho .. with the blond hair and blue eyes hes was gonna be a nockout.. and hanna buitifull hanna she had my hair coulor tho her fathes hair thickness and she had his eyes and lips she even had his ears.. she is an adorable kid i thought in my head but when the nurse agreed i relized i had said it out loud.. i begain to cry how was i ever going to be able to raise a family if i was in a cage...


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the next thing that happened to me was the most shocking of all time a team of nurses entered the room straped me to a gurny and weeled me out of the room i was put under and later awack to have been in and out of surgury 7 times ... they had removed a nail .. reatached my balls and made sure they fuctioned too the removed all the scares that had been created from the kidnapping and even a few from befor but the part that surprised me the most was that they left a row of scars on my wrist there logic behind this is that your scars help you relizee who you are and what you learned and will learn.. now that i was completely phyically healed from there unfair treatment all i could wonder was what is next for me....


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i started to walk with the nurse in a atempt to look for a way out of this place but she brought me to the next room were there was a living room and two dorm like areas the first one ecipted with 2 baby bed and the secound with a large bed and dresser ..the living room had a small tv and a couch and some toys and three large boxs on a table nere the wall when i asked about the boxes the nurse walked out to the door said ur wife will be with you soon and close the door i begain pounding on the door with all my might and desided it was no use after about 4 min .. i walked over to the first box to find it full of baby nessesitys , the secound box contained frozen dinners anough to last aproximitly a few months and the last box had stuff for me and sarah beside the box was a marrage certificte and two rings..


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one always imagens holding his children in his arms when they were born but i never would have exspected to be tyed to a bed while my pregnant girlfriend gave birth i felt so lost and insinficant as if my life was a game someone was playing and i had no control over it.. when i awoke up sarah was slumped over in bed facing the wall i was almost positive she was dead i tryed to get up and in shock i was able to i rushed to her side there she heald to little infents in her arms she smiled at me jason and hanna she nearly laughed arent the buitiful just then a nurse entered the room and told me not to get sarah to exsited as it was a dificult labor she asked me to come with her so she could show us were we were staying..


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the room the draged me and sarah into was just white there were 3 hospital beds two adult sizes and an infint size one the places sarah and me each on our own beds and straped us in .. sarahs labor begin to move faster and she started to scream at me that she had lied.. i asked her what she had lied about and she told me she was pregnant with my kid and that she had known for the entire time .. i begain to atempt to get out of the bed but the arm holders kept me there i reseled against the screaming a nurse entered the room naughty nuaghty she said in a srill voice we cant have you desturbing the peice and she injected me with some i fell asleep listening to the sounds of sarah screaming and someone saying it was twins..


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